JOY'S OWNS YOU.

Overslept today so didn't went to school ,
tml is my cousin's wedding , still wondering what to wear! =\
Alright , will be updating more tml :)

23 February 2OO9 ;
S C H O O L , as usual .
S t a y b a c k after school to do resources for art
after that stayed back to do science test ,
ehhhh its difficult! skip alot alot of questions :)

22 February 2OO9 ;
i went to chinatown alone , to buy wooden beads and alot of stuffs .
and i handmade wooden bracelet and sell it at my blogshop :D
but currently haven s o l d one yet , i hope soon will be s o l d out :)

21 February 2OO9 ;
Celebrate early birthday for garion .
brought dead fry worms for garion ! :D
he d o n ' t d a r e t o e a t ! HAHA!
i ate 5 ! am i C O O L ? L.O.L :)
Thanks garion for the treat of the 8 of us :)


I miss you like , abcdefg ):

O V E R S L E P T , today !
and i got english oral test T O D A Y !
but i guess its just mock test ? i don't know leh!
hope so !

Sad thing , 6days ago , i ordered things from online and i opt for
postage but on 13 feb the owner had mailed it out B U T why i haven
receive it yet ? why ah why ah ? its like 6 days already loh , postage need
so long to arrive meh ? ):

W a l a o , shag la.
hope it will arrive S O O N .
btw i love my blog song alot!
Okay , bye lights off ♥

Sometimes i wish i could be alone ,
Sometimes i wish i could fly ,
Sometimes i wish i could say what i want ,
Sometimes i wish i could scream out loud ,
Sometimes i wish i could see you standing right beside me ,
Sometimes i wish i was myself















AND.. I WAS MYSELF :)




chey! lame lah :D haha!
nothing to write so decide to write rubbish :D
sorry that i treat this blog as rubbish , because everything i type was rubbish :D
heeeheeeeheee , tml have pe "WOAH" :D

Town for the day , and i've drank my snow jelly :D
Its superb , i love it man!

Just now have been scrolling around blog , and saw some of the blog is about
unhappy relationships. And i think back , i do have unhappy relationships too but its a past .
Now i've finally realise single isn't a bad things , you can do what you want wear what you want and eat what you want it just like so freedom ! :)
but i'm not saying those people in relationship now should be single i'm just pointing out how i feel and my opinions :)

oh no , recently i really don't feel like going to school already ..
i hate the part whereby i'm having a hard time to get up from my bed to
the washroom .. i hate that kind of feelings!
But for my 'N' level i must go school no matter tired or what ..
(just find a way to sleep in class :p )
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO , BYES !
ME + SINGLE = FREEDOM! :D

Currently i'm at my cousin(weijian)'s house and the time now is 4:01 AM (08Feb)
Today went to IKEA with mummy , as mummy wanted to buy frame . So as we walk we discussed about
what we want to buy in the future for our home when i've grown up :)
Hope its not just for talking but for reality .
After mummy had brought her frame , we went to eat that IKEA hotdog bun one word "NICE" :D
the bread was not so soft/hard and that hotdog once you bite on it , it was so chewy! :]
finish eatting and went to opposite , anchor point ( i guess its spelled like this ) walked around .
And we went in to a shop name fu hua that kind of shop selling birdnest and other nutrients stuff.
and i'm so attracted to that snow jelly thing ,
and that snow jelly thing cost $35 just for a small packet , so i decide to ask mummy buy the ready-made ones in a bottle :D Afterall , brought quite alot of nutrients stuff was quite heavy because of the bottles! but nevermind its worth :D

After everything went to queensway awhile and took bus to commonwealth and took train to
jurong east , walked to IMM then to daiso brought a few things and went to giant after buying everything was feeling abit hungry so went to take our dinner at " SPAGEITI TOO" ( Don't know how to spell spageitti , english fail) ya , so after that i went to take a sit while mummy order so i push my that giant trolley inside as the seats near outside was full . once i seated down , one UNFRIENDLY WAITRESS CAME OVER AND
SHE SAID : " can you move your trolley to outside? "
I SAID : " erm but what if my things lost? "
SHE SAID : " huh?"
I SAID : " If i put my trolley outside and what if my things lost?"
SHE SAID:" CAN YOU PLEASE BE CONSIDERATE? YOU'RE BLOCKING PEOPLE'S WAY."
I SAID : " the table near outside was full how am i able to look after my things if i put outside?"
SHE SAID: " CAN YOUUUU PLEASEEE BE CONSIDERATEEEE?" (giving that kind of irraited face)
I SAID : " WAIT LA!."

What the hell , didn't use her brain one i'm sitting so far from the outside how am i able to leave
that trolley outside without looking after it and somemore there's not much of customer lor only like 4 to 6 people only lor somemore all sitting near entrance still dare to say i'm blocking people's way ..
so i asked mummy to take away , and that waitress wanted to "diao" me but don't dare cause she's working and she just look at me and look other side , so i waited for her to turn around and i "diao" her generously . WOO! I FEEL SO GREAT ! lol .
HEEHEE ! , after that carried all the things and went to cousin house and ate dinner there.
Played with Timothy Baby too ! he's so cute ! he's now learning how to stand by himself :D
but he will fell with his butt :X HAHA SO CUTE.

School as usual , had maths test today not really know how to do .
Once i saw maths paper i've got headache , totally stressed up.
School's over , went home bath and took a nap till 7pm and watch teevee awhile :)
I want to go Taiwan! :) *blink *blink :D

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Was late for school today , school started at 8.45am i reach school gate at 8.50am ._.
I don't want detention so i turn and went back home , use computer till now.
Yawn , so tired today :O

Haish , went to escape with friends and my phone spoilt because we play the wet and wild and then i tot my bag was waterproff , after that i opened my bag my phone is fill with watervapour and my battery is fill with water . haish , my whole day was ruined .


I really hate myself being stupid being useless.
I shouldn't had exist in this world , what've i done for my family? nothing.
What've i done for my friends ? nothing .
I failed to be a daughter , a granddaughter , a friend , a gf .
I'm useless in everyway . i hate myself i hate my life!

Went home straight after school , rest awhile and went to Clementi KBOX with mummy and meet aunt , cousins and cousin's friend . We changed room for two to three times damn stupid lor the people ! we want darker room without that sticker paste on the wall one then keep giving us the face outside got sticker one ! haiyoooo so at last we just stick to that sticker room lor.
Sing from 3-7pm , hahas keep refilling the tibits because can refill, why not ? :D
heehee , so after singing cousin's lombang us to Temple pray pray after that home sweet home :)
tml going escape , i hope relvalution got open! cos thats the only one which is more exciting cos can dombaleg :D
I hate safie , say me act cute ! put flower on my hair nia where got act cute ? is act as a flower la , lols just kidding :) byebye !!

Went school as usual , but in the morning i was very unwilling to wake up as im really very tired.
Lucky my mother keep calling me up , if not i would be sleeping till the sun shines on my butt lols. Today in school was very suey , i make something on my skirt without knowing until my friend madeline told me that my skirt got something .. ya you should know what i don't wish to type out is very embarrassing.. so i just change to my school pe shorts , it looks weird with school uniform and pe shorts . While i'm on my way home people keeping looking at my attire ._.
no choice , who ask me so careless. EVERTIME LEH , every year i would make till my skirt! zzz.
From secondary 1 till now , i'm so careless :(
but nevermind , i will be more careful x10 next time i promise! haha lols.
Bye , got to do my art work now if not tml got scolding :)

Almost late for school today , as early in the morning i was in the toilet doing business :D
When the time i'm out its already 7am plus , i walked quickly then finally reached school .
First period was PE , but teacher got something on so we got relieve teachers .
That relieve teacher ask me go and find ms teo for the pe room key so i went .
When i reach the indoor sports hall , ms teo told me that she had pass the key to mrs sam
then i went to find mrs sam , couldn't find her so went back.. then relieve teacher say 'neh at the field there' so i went again.. also not there after that i went back to relieve teacher then he ask me go pe room .LOLS! then finally she's there ._. so tired sio , walk here and there . HAHAS.

Don't really enjoy the pe .
And the whole day in class i was sleeping almost 2-3 periods cause I VERY TIRED!!
some pictures to keep my blog 'alive!' .

(edited my post , because im going to write some meaningful things HAHA.)

Alright , here i go ..
Hello ! Wow , chinese new year is just in 2 days time ! i'm excited ! :D
and tml is reunion dinner , i'm so excited too ! because im gonna eat lots of things!
i don't care fat or what , im gonna stuff my stomach with all the food wahahahas!
I'm not gonna let my stomach off so easily heeheehee! you wait and see hahaha.

oh ya , i haven do my art ! mindmapping all haven do ! nevermind nevermind let me enjoy for this few days first and i'll get back to art .. heehee :D

Okay i'm going off , will update tml ! stay tune ._.
do come back tml yeah , hahahahaha! ( act like got alot of readers , wahahahs!)